the second day

well.

I'm sitting here, in my boyfriend's chair, in front of his PC, completely forgetting what I wanted to blog about.

How annoying.

Anyways, Selamat Berpuasa to my Muslim friends. Hope that we all get through Ramadhan with more than just "Hey, I managed to not drink and eat during the day for one whole month! Cool!" hehe. I'm actually telling myself that :D And i resolve to have a great Raya, though I don't know how, coz it has been pretty drabby and unexciting for the past few years, especially last year. But this year, I wanna try. It's gonna be hard, without my mother around, but let's try and be positive, shall we?

oooh. I just remembered what I wanna blog about! but there's 10 minutes left till the break of fast. So... Later all! Ciao~

reminiscence.

When I was a Performing Arts student in UiTM, I hung out a lot with a group of people who are so diverse and comes from different places, and yet so freakishly alike. There's Shu... short, cute Kelantanese girl with guy problems who was also my roommate; Fadz, a Bangsar girl a year older than I am with all the experience in the world; and Umar, the Sarawakian guy in our little foursome but somehow fitted like a glove with us crazy girls. And plus, he had a crush on Fadz [last time i checked, they were together].

They're the reason why I sometimes look at myself 6 years ago, and thought: "Why the fuck did I leave UiTM?" Well, among other things, admittedly. I loved my faculty. But that's for another post.

There's also other people that I was close to, but I didn't have with the rest what I had with these three people. We didn't even last a full year, sure... but there was chemistry there between the four of us. Without one, we were almost incomplete.

I've experienced similar chemistries with other people since then; with Ikin, with my clubbing buddies, with my Boo a thousand times over.

I'm not regretting. My choices in the past did not make me the person I am today, though it did shape the path that I took, and maybe, will take. And I made good choices. I love where I am now, and I like the person I've become.

I just wonder what happened to them. What's happening. We probably won't hit off as well as we did back in 2000, but hey... maybe we will.

haih~

fucking stupid.

Was happily browsing thru Friendster when I glanced over at the Bulletin Board section. The title of Yana's bulletin [i love my boifren] caught my attention, and so i clicked away. This is the content:

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Message: You have 200 seconds to repost this or your mom will die.

only say one

.I have a boyfriend now
.I have a girlfriend now
.I want a boyfriend
.I want a girlfriend
.I like someone
.We broke up for sure
.I am single
.I LOVE my boyfriend
.I LOVE my girlfriend
.I'm ugly
.i'm too pretty for you

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No one believes this stuff, and i'm sure Yana didn't; she probably posted it just for the heck of it. But seriously, whoever created this, is one messed up dude who has nothing better to do but wish for someone's mother to die.

Not even your worst enemy deserves this kind of shit, regardless of it being just a chain letter.

just my 2 sen of thought.

yeay-ness!

my Babe and his mom are returning home! actually they're already on their way here. so in a few minutes, i'm gonna be happy, ecstatic, overjoyed, thrilled, excited, glad etc etc etc. :)

it's all going to be good.

later! ciao~

another weekend gone.. well, almost.

Didn't do much for the weekend, and for the remaining 13 hours, not much is planned either. Went out with Ikin the whole day yesterday; First we went to Midvalley to see my dear cayunk Milo. He wanted to treat me for a movie, and that he did... we watched My Super Ex-Girlfriend. It was a fun movie as a whole, though admittedly there was nothing much to it. Everything about the movie we saw coming, but it did have its moments. Uma Thurman was good... and I've always have a soft spot for Luke Wilson.

Later after that, me and Ikin went straight to Mantin, to see Alia. KTJ was having a house singing competition, and Alia's Irinah House won first prize! She was so adorable! And cute! And pinchable! Gigit also can... haha.

And then, it's back to Bandar Tun Razak. Made some maggi, drank some water, lepak for a while, then straight to bed.

And here I am still, waiting for Ikin to decide what she should be getting her mother as her birthday gift. Then maybe we go out again. Or maybe not. Who knows? Ikin's weird.

And I'm off to drool over some really cool shoes from Nine West. Ciao~

meow.

My Sayang, Kusa the Boosook is coming back, scheduled to arrive on Wednesday morning. however, i'd like to state here that i can in actual fact function without my Babe around, though admittedly i do stumble when i don't get to talk to him for days.

what i'm trying to say is this:
the kat's bliss is returning home by middle of next week.

yeay!

the kat is not so blissful today

i shouldn't have said that i like missing Kusa. he is not calling me, or sending me any sms, or even get online. i hate missing someone who is completely unreachable. even only for a day.

spent a four-day weekend at Kusa's place last night as Alia came home from KTJ for the Merdeka weekend. Ikin came on Friday to join us, and i think we had a blast just lepakking and do nothing. went to watch Monster House on Saturday night... for an animated, supposedly-for-kids movie, it sure was scary! i'd say go and watch it with your tots, but keep their eyes closed for most of the parts. heh.

i'm hungry. ciao~