attention seeking bitch at work

it's nice to finally be able to sit down and give my blog a much needed update. though i hope i'm not as tired... haih~

got back from Ciman's and Shanaz's wedding at the former's house about an hour ago. all of Kusa's friends gathered at megat's place before convoy-ing [?] together to Padang Jawa, and there were 7 cars alltogether. the weather was hot and humid, and at one point i actually borrowed the pengantin's fan from Ciman's brother Shahnon, who was also the best man. because the house is literally next to a kebun, which i assumed is theirs, the ground where they placed the tents for the kenduri were muddy as heck, but thank God i had my wedges on instead of high heels like most girls there. but still, my wedges are now pretty dirty, and i hope i can easily remove the stains without ruining one of my fave shoes. but despite all that, Shanaz looked so beautiful, and Ciman, as usual, was sweaty. but in a good way. and i found out when we were still at Megat's that it was a double wedding with Ciman's sister and her husband... so congratulations Ciman and Shanaz! and of course, Ciman's sis and hubby!

Fareen, Ikin and myself have been having loads of girly sessions since the last couple of weeks, and this week for instance, we see each other everyday from monday till thursday. the last one we had on thursday was one of the ultimate type of girly sessions... i mean, 3 girls watching 4 episodes of The L Word back-to-back... the only thing that could beat that is if the 3 girls actually engage in full-blown lesbian acts while watching the show. which we didn't. sorry to disappoint your imagination, Saddique. i have to agree with Fareen, though... Shane is hot. in a manly way. how to explain? go watch it; it'll be a lot easier.

but anyways, the sessions were, and probably will always be great. i don't have many friends, but girls like them last forever. it's the kind of friendship that i won't let anyone or anything come in between. the kind where we support each other... and at the same time, where we be blunt and if necessary, harass and tease each other to death. people see me and describe me in so many different, and sometimes, totally untrue ways... but who cares about what others are thinking when your friends know you better, kan?

i wish i have the energy to make this post longer... for the first time, i actually have a lot of things to say... but i'm so tired, and i really wanna go out with my boo later, so i better get some rest. so later people... ciao~