deafening silence

i realized today that i actually miss college. well, not exactly "oh-god-i-miss-you-i-don't-want-to-leave-EVER" kind of miss, but i enjoy talking to friends and laughing out loud till my tummy hurts. the only two people that comes to mind who can actually do that in college are jack and zaher. but zaher had his last semester in summer, so i guess we're all gonna miss him. suffian, whom i met on his last semester during the spring was also a good person to hang around with. he doesn't make me laugh out loud, but damn he's funny. and jamie too... she left 2 semesters ago. i do get to see her sometimes as her insurance agency she works at is only a few minutes walk from here. zara is back from UK, but her best friend darlina is still in alor star doing her internship. an, my little korean friend, is wickedly sensitive and likes to pinch people to her heart's content.

i like hanging out with these people, and a few others, a lot. we're not really the best of friends... except for darlina, jamie, and occasionally jack, i don't call them for chats and stuff. i guess that makes us college-mates, or just acquaintances. but they're hecka good at being my acquaintances. and in a way, these people, although they don't know it, keep me coming back to IGS. i admit to hating this place when i first came here, and in a few ways, i still do. but at least now i have people to bitch about this sucky college to.

they say that college life is the best part of your existence. i don't think i'll ever agree [not in this college, anyways], but 15 years down the road, i'll probably get at least a little sentimental about these folks.

azzura is having a little trouble friendship-wise, and it's written all over her blog although not literally. i've been in a similar, albeit different, situation before... and i wish her all the luck. whatever i said, i hope you take it as an advice, and just do what you think is good for yourself, and not anyone else's, okay?

what a way to start your 24th birthday, huh? :)

i'm going off. later world... ciao~